I was probably in sixth grade. sitting in the gym at the school I attended from kindergarten until the beautiful day that I graduated.
it was "promise week." it was all pretty much just talk to me at this point. wait for your future husband. don't give your heart away. don't let people play around with your heart.
I listened. I didn't talk during the talks. I prayed after it all. and God spoke to my little 12 year old heart.
to "be still. wait. and work to bring Him glory in the meantime."
so the meantime looked like middle school. and high school. and college.
because He didn't break up that meantime.
there were tears. and confusion. and pure aggravation at it all.
there were prayers. prayers of hope. prayers of anger. prayers of desperate asking.
and then there were times where I thought God was shaking it up. but THANKFULLY I was wrong.
I messed up a lot. and wished a lot of silly stuff.and prayed some pretty insane prayers.
and I wouldn't have survived without our Heavenly Daddy.
so I still pray Isaiah 58 over my future husband. and pray he is ready for the adventure that will happen soon.
but I also desperately seek my Heavenly Daddy on behalf of the two precious girls I mentor.
boys. boys. boys. boys.
it's what teenage girls talk about. it's what they think about. it's what they care about.
I listen. and add in my two cents about the perfection of Justin Bieber's hair. and discuss Taylor Swift's latest break up.
BUT I hope that they get it.
that they see that satisfaction comes from the pursuit of the King.
that they feel Him romancing their hearts.
that they protect their hearts with every ounce of their being.
and don't take a 15 year old boy's flowery words and turn it into something it's not.
God wrote my story in a way that I would have NEVER ever in a million years dreamed.
ever. never. ever. thought.
but it's perfect in every way. every adversity. every victory. every lesson. every tear. every adventure. for His glory. and His alone.
you see...when I was 13...I was under the impression by this time in life...I would be a RICH nurse, married to a super good-looking rich doctor, raising some cool white kids, with a white picket fence.
but alas, I can only laugh. and realize the great satisfaction that comes with knowing that His stories are best. He knows my heart. He sees where I will be. He knows what I need. and has already planned all of it out. how cool is THAT?!
so I pray that my girls are not disappointed. but WAIT. wait for Him to move. wait for Him to speak. and wait for Him to send that boy.
may they realize He is the best romancer around.
because quite frankly, I will hurt any boy who hurts them.
daughters, do not awaken love until the time is right.
song of solomon 8:4.
it was "promise week." it was all pretty much just talk to me at this point. wait for your future husband. don't give your heart away. don't let people play around with your heart.
I listened. I didn't talk during the talks. I prayed after it all. and God spoke to my little 12 year old heart.
to "be still. wait. and work to bring Him glory in the meantime."
so the meantime looked like middle school. and high school. and college.
because He didn't break up that meantime.
there were tears. and confusion. and pure aggravation at it all.
there were prayers. prayers of hope. prayers of anger. prayers of desperate asking.
and then there were times where I thought God was shaking it up. but THANKFULLY I was wrong.
I messed up a lot. and wished a lot of silly stuff.and prayed some pretty insane prayers.
and I wouldn't have survived without our Heavenly Daddy.
so I still pray Isaiah 58 over my future husband. and pray he is ready for the adventure that will happen soon.
but I also desperately seek my Heavenly Daddy on behalf of the two precious girls I mentor.
boys. boys. boys. boys.
it's what teenage girls talk about. it's what they think about. it's what they care about.
I listen. and add in my two cents about the perfection of Justin Bieber's hair. and discuss Taylor Swift's latest break up.
BUT I hope that they get it.
that they see that satisfaction comes from the pursuit of the King.
that they feel Him romancing their hearts.
that they protect their hearts with every ounce of their being.
and don't take a 15 year old boy's flowery words and turn it into something it's not.
God wrote my story in a way that I would have NEVER ever in a million years dreamed.
ever. never. ever. thought.
but it's perfect in every way. every adversity. every victory. every lesson. every tear. every adventure. for His glory. and His alone.
you see...when I was 13...I was under the impression by this time in life...I would be a RICH nurse, married to a super good-looking rich doctor, raising some cool white kids, with a white picket fence.
but alas, I can only laugh. and realize the great satisfaction that comes with knowing that His stories are best. He knows my heart. He sees where I will be. He knows what I need. and has already planned all of it out. how cool is THAT?!
so I pray that my girls are not disappointed. but WAIT. wait for Him to move. wait for Him to speak. and wait for Him to send that boy.
may they realize He is the best romancer around.
because quite frankly, I will hurt any boy who hurts them.
daughters, do not awaken love until the time is right.
song of solomon 8:4.
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